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heyy [27 Aug 2005|03:38pm]
[ mood | bouncy and bleahhh ]

hey everyone, sorry i haven't updated..anyways grandpa died, very sad. my mom always freaks out and starts screaming and bawling. its all very sad, and so sudden. i dont really want to talk about it. well im back in seattle of course for lolo, and i love being here, i love ryan's lifestyle...the 3 houses, filipinos everywhere, the whole being surrounded by family thing. and guys like me here, think im hot shit. i really dont want to go back home. i kind of miss it, but not really.

im nervous cus im missing all the filedhockey practices, which are 3 hours long, so im missing a lot and everyone is getting into shape and im not. im missing all the moves and techniques and plays, and im afraid im guna be behind and everyones guna be good and im guna suck and i wont kno how to play, our first game being on sept. 7, the first day of school. o well.

(9 cut my wrists black my eyes)

Well this sucks [12 Feb 2005|07:00pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Well I thought I'd reflect on the past week.

MY LIFE IS BEING REALLY SHITTY!!
Monday- Stayed after school cus of the international dinner..hung out with Max Reis. Cool Catz we are. Inter National dinner was cool. Rosanna and Max finally met.

Tuesday- Dumped Alex between History and Science. It took 2 seconds, and he didn't care. I dun remember when this was but it was the day the 7th graders had a field trip- there was free seating at lunch and me and Elaina sat with Jake and Alex. Jake said "Alex is getting bored with u" and Elaina, being the Angel she is, said "Why don't we bring our dishes up". Thanks for being there Elaina.
Well Jimmie and I were standing outside in the rain and decided to get back together. Yea I waited a full 3 periods after Alex, but hey, Alex dusn't care, right?
I'm standing in the lobby till like 3:45 until I figure out my bro has a 7th grade mardis gras party so I walk into the lunch room building and Tony and Connor are in the lunch room decorating it for the parents' Mardis Gras party. It was really wierd cus there was the tension in the air cus Tony really wanted to go out with me. He asked me out a million times: before I dumped Alex, after I dumped alex like 3 times, and screamed it into the girls locker room (haha). Well we had fun (connor and his cups, penis, wasssup, lol). Well Ruben had to go and he gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek aww. Graham is such a sweetie.

Wednesday- Don't remember, but Tony found out I was goin out with Jimmie. He hates me. I hate this.

Thursday- Don't remember, but Tony is giving me hell. Ohhh right SOMEONE TOOK MY ROLEX WATCH OUT OF MY LOCKER DURING SPORTS! I HID IT AT THE TOP OF MY LOCKER, WHICH WASN'T LOCKED BUT I ALWAYS DID THIS, AND I EVEN SAID TO SARA, I HOPE NO ONE TAKES THIS!!! AND I COME BACK AND IT'S GONE!! HOLY DUCKS I WAS CRYING SO HARD!

Friday- Yea Tony really hates me which sucks cus i heart him so much. Ski club was fun, I love my warming hut times with Ali. Uhh Jimmie is a sweetie and I love him!! He treats me like I want him too. He wanted to make out but I said no cus I was (am) sick. Oh and I love the kids we met at the warming hut while waiting for Jimmie
Bus ride was sooo funny (From the windoooow to the wall! The sweat drops down the sacks! Down his piggies crawl!! OINK OINK OINK OINK OINK OINK!!!! I HAVE A REALLY BIG PROBLEM, MY BOYFRIEND OVERDOSED ON VIAGRA!)

Saturday (Today)- reaaaaaallly sick. Stayed in bed all day. Depressed cus of buddy pic. Miss Tony. Hoping so much that I find my watch.

(8 cut my wrists black my eyes)

[17 Jan 2005|09:46pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

OK I'm back to friends-only bitches so sign up on LJ and I'll add u as a friend if u comment on that scary samara girl.

joanna barbara hearts alex.

(4 cut my wrists black my eyes)

[16 Jan 2005|09:49am]
[ mood | okay ]

OK so I guess my journal isn't guna be friends-only anymore. Well here are sommore hot pictures of the best 7th graders ever!! sexysexysexyCollapse )

(4 cut my wrists black my eyes)

the holy day of my birth..and pictures [12 Jan 2005|08:56pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Wow everyone guess what! I'm 14 hellssss yea!!!!! School has been so good like really, the cliques are like fading away...well they are there but like they are human!! IVE BEEN GOING PICTURE CRAZZZZZY!!! Oh and Josh was being an ass..he's not skiing with me cus he's going to 'teach his friend to board' first of all, I board and he could ask me to come along. And secondly, I'm only there for about an hour and a half that he's there, can't he hang out with his friends after Nichols Middle leaves like ANDREW??? God!!! Oh well I'm quite happy...Alex.

Here's some hot pictures:

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